Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Disgusting.

I knew there was a reason I didn't keep a scale in the house. It's just too damn depressing. Unfortunately, weighing one's self is kind of a necessity when on weight watchers. I guessed my starting weight to be somewhere around 320.

Excuse my language, but fuck me when I saw 340 when I stepped on the scale today.

No wonder I have felt like such crap in the past few months. The last time I had stepped on a scale I was right around 300, having just lost 20 lbs while taking adipex. I had to stop taking adipex because I'd been on it the limit of three months, and it was also causing me some fibromyalgia related problems.  I figured I'd gained that 20 back in the past 6 months, not freaking 40. Good thing I started this venture when I did.